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And my narcissistic self.
1.
can i have lesser (or better, none) of those weird looking beetles, flies and alien-looking insects flying into my room?
i have already lost count of how many of those i had suffocated in a cup with insecticide.
and if that cockroach that sneaked into my room a month ago hadn't already crawled out, it'd better by now or i might freak out should i ever see it again.
2.
my parents should let me watch the countdown concert on scv channel 54 instead of watching some stupid documentary on china.
and if the singing really sucks, you could just ignore it like i did everytime i had to endure all your news channel crap.
3.
maybe i should be informed whether my parents will be back for breakfast/lunch/dinner if they ever went out?
i don't want to end up waiting for them til 3pm and had to succumb to cooking instant noodles like i did today.
4.
hopefully my new classmates in my LOM diploma class won't be as materialistic, spoilt and pampered, and immature like certain person in my poly course class is.
and if they could take sacarsm and be more understanding about the fact that because i have a bf means that i have less time for them even if studies sometimes do come first.
hey, i don't want to neglect any of the important people in my life. it's difficult to balance all these things, but i'm trying to make it work.
5.
i feel that i should be treated like an adult. i mean, i'm going to be 18 in less than 3 months and it's going to make me feel very mentally imbalanced if anyone at all treats me like i'm still 16.
or any age younger than that.
i know i can be independent, it's just that i don't have a lot of chance.
6.
time is really limited thing but it would be good if i could cut out any free time to find a part-time job or a tutoring one to get extra pocket money.
although my mother told me that should i feel that i don't have enough to spend i could tell her, how much she gives me every month is actually sufficient for all my expense in school and still have around $40 extra for my handphone bill.
it's just that after all that there's none left for other things like birthday presents for people, occasional entertainment stuff and it's been a long time since i bought a good book to read, let alone draw a decent picture.
although i doubt i could have any free time for any of these =.=
7.
someone please bestow me with more perseverence!
i can't seem to get any personal projects done (eg. tidy my table, tidy the pile of.. things.. on the floor, write my story..) and although it is said to be an aries trait, that's not much of a reassurance.
i don't believe in all that. i believe that if i really try, i could change that part of me. i know that it is possible
i have tried and succeeded. sometimes.
crap.. i seriously need more motivation.
8.
although i wish every year to conquer my self-consciousness and build more self-confidence, it don't seem to work even if it did improve quite a lot.
i really need the confidence to be able to speak out in front of a bunch of people, regardless of whether i know them or vice-versa!!
9.
ok, this is getting a little long but what the heck, it's the last night of the last day of the year plus this is my blog.
if any of you are bored by now (it's a wonder that u read til no.9 by the way), there is a choice to stop reading.
anyways, i want to still keep in contact with the people in my secondary school!
i know i've stopped talking to a lot of my primary school friends even though we have each other's messenger contact, i don't want this to happen to my secondary school friends.
I REALLY REALLY MISS YOU GUYS!! YOU PEOPLE MAKE MY SECONDARY SCHOOL LIFE A LIVING HELL!!
nah, joking haha.. you guys make it all the better and made the memories worthwhile.
10.
last but definitely not least..
less diseases!! less wars!! reduce porverty!! less sufferrings!! stop cutting down the amazon rainforest already!! fill up that gap in the ozone layer!! stop smoking you people stink (literally)!! less littering!!
and even if there are people who aimed for the top prizes, we really wanted to help those in need therefore we donate!!
so whoever is planning to embezzle 90% of our donations, don't.
just don't.
2005 has been a good year, excluding the poly classmate factor, and so let us wave farewell to it and try harder to make the world a better place in 2006.
gosh, i'm getting sappy.
argh.. to heck with it.
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