Saturday, January 21, 2006
8:51 pm
despite tf and zy being damn friggin late for project meeting at janice's house today, despite phoenix being almost driven to insanity by janice, despite jill having a headache, despite her sleeping half the time at janice's house, despite janice driving jill to the point of wanting to murder her, despite me being tired and wanting to sleep, HEY WE'RE PRACTICALLY DONE WITH THE POM PROJECT!!
haha.. the presentation is going to be a blast because well, i'm gonna be doing a stupid thing with jill and it's gonna be hilarious!
and i don't want any multimedia backup so janice, for goodness' sake stop suggesting that we need background music or videos!
crap.. i still have my 2 MacroEcons articles to search for and i need to read up the later chapters because the topics that i'm doing on, the lectures aren't out yet!!
gah! this is what happens when the easy chapters are taken up by people who skive off, not wanting to think more and then not starting on their articles yet when we have to hand it up by the coming thursday.
yes, janice. AGAIN.
you know there used to be quizzes whereby people ask which sort of animal willyou wanna be in the next life or something along that line?
i used to choose birds or eagles because of the freedom as represented by the flight and i like that predator look in the eagles eyes. that is raw beauty, mind you.
but now, so many years later, thinking about all these things again, actually there will never be total freedon.
there aren't many places where birds can spread their wings now in this overly developed world anyways. plus many eagles are getting extinct. i wouldn't want to die so early. lol..
i think that cats are a good choice. stray or house cats, it doesn't matter.
if i feel like sleeping, i can just get into the shade and start snoozing.
if i want food i can just purr nicely at people walking by.
if i want a good tummy-scratch i can just act sweet and rub against someone's leg.
if someone's pissing me off i could just walk off or scratch his/her/its sorry ass.
i could just hiss at the world just because i feel like crap for that day.
i wouldn't need to give a damn about anything, anyone. it would all be about me, me, me and only me.
it will be then that i can treat myself better and not batter myself up just because i tend to put others before self.
i think i'm getting sick of myself and my sometimes "too-nice-to-everyone" ways.