Friday, January 06, 2006
8:08 pm
that's it. tf is really cursed.
when janice, phoenix, jill and i went to a coffee shop opposite tp to have our lunch, it started pouring the moment jill said tf's name. definitely cursed *nods solemnly*
well, i finally had a subject with higher results than janice! BizAccounting2!!
haha.. at the subject that she's best at too wahaha~
i'm sure she's feeling very frustrated and pissed about this.
and it turns out i wasn't the only one who couldn't stand janice.
sometimes phoenix wouldn't even bother to talk to her and sometimes jill would just let her handphone ring and not pick up when janice calls her.
plus we found out that janice always backstabs people. i'm sure she'd already said things about me and of course about phoenix, jill.. that i'm not too sure..
well, we only have less than half a semester together anyways so i'll just stay friendly although my internal OS was going *GAH! just kill her already!!*
plus all of my project groups have her in it..
jt, this proves that i was not mean about janice since there are people from our clique who can't stand her too.
that BA2 tutor of ours is being an asshole.
dr. william tan, who is paralysed from waist down because of polio, came to our school to challenge a world guiness record to run (in a wheelchair sort of device) around the field for 24 hours.
and that crappy tutor of ours questioned his purpose of doing so, saying that there was nothing to prove by running and that this was just a scheme to get famous as this would be reported stuff.
what is so wrong about someone who does what he/she wanted to do? why must every action be supported by a right and tangible reason?
personally, i have taken this kind of shit before and this made me very intolerable towards those who question others who do the things of their passion.
"wah, so cynical!" i said quite loudly in class after he had finished criticising dr. tan and dr. goh (who had climbed mt everest while his wife was giving birth in singapore. hello? it's a passion! any sensible spouse would have supported the other if they wanted to pursue something important to them!).
"was that too loud?" i asked janice, loudly. she nods, a little shocked that i would do this.
"well, so sorry but that was deliberate," i shrugged and stated, loudly, yet again.
what's there to prove by running?
this is of course something that had significant value to him so what was there to prove? obviously he had something to prove. if not to others then himself. if there was nothing to prove, there would be no motivation for dr. tan to run continuously for 24 hours!
if you don't know a person well enough, you won't know what really mattered to him and you have no right to judge the things he do!
and to think that grown ups are more matured and think better than inexperienced teenagers like us.
why don't you just go into some secluded area and shrivel up and die while you contemplate your meaningless existence??
sheesh!
oh and i'm gonna get a skirt this time round for chinese new year.
going punk! haha.. nah, not extreme punk but yeah, the essence is there lol..
and no, this was not to follow some stupid trend just because phoenix suggested that we should all dress differently from how we usually do for 1 day.
i do have a mind of my own, if you hadn't noticed it already!