Wednesday, February 01, 2006
8:25 pm
finally!! i won't be seeing janice until next week!! woots!!~ stupid ass deliberately took the seat that i saved for jill for our mbs tutorial =.=
we had msAccess practical test today. couldn't finish it.. *sigh* and phoenix almost made me vomit blood and boil all those left in my veins because she kept mixing up the different brackets that were used in the calculated field in the queries.
nix: (whispers) shit i'm stuck again.
me: (pss..) *enlarges equation font size*
nix: (whispers again) die.. why cannot work?!
and this continued for a good 5 to 10 minutes before she finally completes that part of the whole question =.= good going, girl. haha..
just when i thought he could come up with no more ways to burp, my bf "amazes" me with another one of his burps =.=
i guess he has enlightened me about why "burp" was spelt as "burp" because when he "burped", it really sounded like that- "BURP".
well.. i didn't hear the "bu-" because he had already started his burp (o.0) but i heard the "-rp".
omg this was the weirdest burp that i've heard form him yet and i am not even looking forward to the next, if he has another, that is (gosh..).
which reminds me, 1 year has passed since we started well.. 1 year ago? lol..
anyways, for people who have no idea how a relationship is, don't go around saying how you envy those who have someone beside them.
it's simple at times but it's also hard work when you need to get pass your own insecurities.
nothing is 100% guarentee plus warentee will work out for sure. anything will have its own ups-and-downs. shows and stories are just what they are: shows and stories that only show the bright side of things. life will never be a bed of roses.
i came across an old diary of mine last night after a long phone call with my bf. kinda interesting to read through my past. other than realising that my mind lags by 2 years, i saw my old self.
back when i was in secondary school, a few of my friends have already started relationships with god-knows-who, all the weird people that i have never heard before.
i thought it was good, i mean everyone should have the right to their own happiness, but just like a how a computer breaks down, they have their own problems. i guess it's only natural but it had only made me more sure that no matter how much more mature i am than my peers (if i were, in the first place) i wouldn't know how to handle these sort of things then and that i'm really just another aries who values her friends and freedom much more than anything else. or maybe i was just being insecure then.
bleah.. i have no idea where this post is heading but wth, this is my blog.
anyways, it wasn't to say that i don't want to have a relationship then, also it didn't mean that i didn't have anyone i liked then. i just don't want to rush into things and end up regretting that i've wasted that part of my life away (so i guess i should be grateful that he didn't give me a reply?).
i know my time will come and i wasn't about to go and be desperate by going after any guy who appears in front of me. the theory about "going after your happiness" isn't supposed to be applied that way.
i guess taking one step at a time plus waiting for my "time" did me some good because, well, it's been a good 1 year (despite everything yes i still think that the past year has been good) and personally, i think that proves quite a lot since we went through what we, well.. went through.
i wonder if there would be anyone who made it to the bottom of this post without skipping over any parts or didn't skim through the whole entry but well, you've made it to the end of this post! congrats! woots!
*eh.. cq ar, tagboards aren't meant to be used the way you used them last night.*