non-existence ver3.stained

.Chii.
23rd March
(same as Minekura Kazuya-sensei)
21. Dragon. Aries.
Atheist. Cynic. Lamer. Perfectionist. Packrat.
Ngee Ann Pri. School choir.
Tanjong Katong Sec. School choir.
Temasek Poly. Logistics & Ops Mgmt.
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The University of Newcastle (PSB Academy, Singapore campus). BA of Communication.

.Wishlist.
48 hours each day.
iPod nano 2nd gen skin and pouch.

.My Website.
Musings

.My Inner Writer.
. Arietis .
Chii.Sepyhn @ FictionPress.com
Chii.Sephyn @ FanFiction.Net

.Blogskin Credits.
orangebananas @ deviantART
And my narcissistic self.

Monday, September 11, 2006

11:10 am

after procrastinating so long about my story (stories?), i've finally gotten down to get some writings done.
ah.. but i ended up starting another story instead of continuing from the previous one.
maybe it's that aries thing about getting bored fast.
not that i'm bored about that previous story but it's just that most of the details are in my head already and the lack of spontaneous plot bunnies jumping in my head sort of sucked out the novelty of writing everything down.

so i thought that if i got the newer story out of my system, i could rewind and concentrate about the older one and continue it.

no wonder minekura kazuya draws a handful of manga titles at the same time.
it must be an aries trait.

ah~ and i'm getting a little rusty with my words!
maybe it's the lack of need to hand in essays for grading, or the lack of people who can introduce good book titles.. i don't know.
and here i thought that keeping a blog can somehow sustain my language skills.

where are the adjectives that used to land in my head all the time when you need it?
where had my style of sentence structures gone when they used to come as naturally as breathing?
or perhaps those are smoother when i'm writing angsty "talking to own self in the mind" first person narrative.
angst and depression seem to produces words and descriptions that come more easily with more depth and feeling than the happy-and-bright third person narrative that i'm trying now.

gah!
and to think that i used to sleep through all my english classes.

Chii... falling into the nothingness
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