Sunday, December 31, 2006
2:45 pm
is it just me? or did this year pass even faster than the last few?
without warning, 31st december came again!
to a certain degree (doesn't it remind you that years ago all our humanities teacher told us over and over again to not use "certain" when describing our degree of agreeness?), i would agree with fabian that 2006 hasn't been very kind to us dragons.
then again, it's impossible to have a 100% happiness in anything at all these days, damn the ass who came up with this rule.
thus one weighs everything on a scale and see if the bad is heavier than the good.
oops, my bad. i meant, if the good is heavier than the bad. i just can't control my inner angst at times, bad me.
yup, and considering my sucky judgement in relationships, inability to say "no" when asked to accept incompetent project group members, and finally, my non-existent bond with my immediate family members..
hmm.. that's all? and here i was, thinking that i had more contributing factors to having "a bad year for dragons".
hah, so there, fabian.
at least i had a relatively good year.
not to mention that my writing inspiration had returned somewhat, and my html programming skills have improved (with some cheating here and there of course, there's a reason i'm not studying in the IT faculty).
plus, i've gotten back to drawing and character designing, even though i've deproved an iota.
oh, and i've finally got a new handphone.
see, my good happenings do outweigh the bad.
but please, no more war, no more sufferings, and can everyone do a little part for our thinning ozone layer by recycling whatever and
BLOODY STOP SMOKING!
doesn't anyone realise that when everybody does any small thing for the environment, the less it retaliates to remind us that with one small quake, a single wave, the earth is capable of crushing us all, like squashing an ant with one's fingertip, before we destroy this planet that some of us are shamelessly poaching on?
perhaps one day when Earth is sick of us taking advantage of her, she will erase everything in a fury of an apocalypse and replace us humans with a better breed of living things to take care of all the organisms that had managed to escape our massacre.
though, i have full confidence that 2007 will be good to me, regardless of whatever rubbish that horoscope books may predict for my zodiac and star sign.
nobody can go back and start a new beginning, but anyone can start today and make a new beginning.
-maria robinson
this time, i will make this moment mine.