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And my narcissistic self.
I don't like that the memories are being written over so easily. I know they are already far behind us. Still, they used to burn so distinct and bright.
I refuse to acknowledge the fact that a simple admittance of something I had long known was enough to obscure all that history.
And I don't like it that any small thing was able to make me question, doubt, and over-analyse everything.
This wasn't supposed to happen. I can't lose control now, not when nothing is set in stone yet. By the look of things, it would only get worse when it is. It would be the end of it all, me giving in, losing to - this.
Wasn't this supposed to be all fluffy and sparkly and clear skies and freshly cut grass and calm and warm?
Why didn't I get any of that? Why are there only questions with no answers and aches that cut my breaths short every few seconds?
I've been tricked. The things I've always known are crashing down and shattering around me. It's like learning Santa isn't real all over again.
This is driving me insane. Why is that even possible when you haven't really done anything?
Why? Why? Why?
You- ugh.
*Deflated sigh*
I'm over-thinking again.
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